CHELSEA DIRCK

pen and paper.
I’ve been thinking a lot recently about people I used to love and how I wish that I could still love them in some capacity, as friends. or something. Like, if we had such a strong connection then, I wish that, now, we could just be friends who, at one point, got really close. I started thinking about how you ended whatever it was that we had in the last five minutes of an hour long phone call and how you never really told me how you felt about any of it while I probably said way too much about how I felt about it. I started thinking about how young I was and how fucking stupid you made me feel. I started thinking about why things felt so important then and about how differently I would react now. I guess I was 19 and you were 27 and now I’m almost 24 and that all seems like a big difference. 
I think you owe me some alone time and a conversation next time you’re in town. 

I’ve been thinking a lot recently about people I used to love and how I wish that I could still love them in some capacity, as friends. or something. Like, if we had such a strong connection then, I wish that, now, we could just be friends who, at one point, got really close. I started thinking about how you ended whatever it was that we had in the last five minutes of an hour long phone call and how you never really told me how you felt about any of it while I probably said way too much about how I felt about it. I started thinking about how young I was and how fucking stupid you made me feel. I started thinking about why things felt so important then and about how differently I would react now. I guess I was 19 and you were 27 and now I’m almost 24 and that all seems like a big difference. 

I think you owe me some alone time and a conversation next time you’re in town. 

(Source: punk-, via rapscallions)

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